Freaking Mad

THIS IS BAD !

I'm freaking mad and unable to control myself .I just cursed a lot .I better shut myself before I do something beyond my control

This is so not me .I have lost the real me long long time ago :( *sigh* I feel sorry for my parents as they NEVER taught me to curse .That's why I try my best to control myself especially in front of the public.

But today I just made an exception .I'm terribly mad. In the end I ended up crying until no more tears left or so I say. I'm so pissed off with them. I mean what the heck man ?! How can they do something so disgusting like that. They take things lightly. They keep on hiding something which make me more suspicious on whatever they did .Why can't they just be honest ? Is it the hardest things they have to do? Seriously,just get out of my sight .

Whatever you guys do right now can be so annoying.

As for now,I will avoid them for a couple of days so that I can cool down a little bit.

Anyway I feel groggy and sleepy due to crying so hard .My eyes keep on narrowing .I forces myself to open my eyes widely but I just can't .My bed have been calling for me too.

Gotta sleep .Cool down .Refresh myself .Think deeply. Restart the new me (better version of me). Stop cursing. Stop being & act like an immature person .

Best of luck.
Bye .